...when we lived together in love, caring and harmony.
One of the main aspects of this present so-called reality seems to be...
Countries are in conflict with other countries.
Political parties are termed -- The Ruling Party / The Party in Power,
and... The Opposition.
And even within the same party the members are usually in bitter competition
with each other. (Not a very fun party eh.)
We have very volatile racial clashes, and religions are a classical example
of conflict, and again, not only religion against religion, but insane
fights within the same religions.
And corporations -- 'only on ABCNBCCNN' 'Our product is the best.'
Then we have the male/male altercations, female/female competition,
male/female differences, and the fights within the partnerships -- and the
And it does not end there -- we have the animals, insects, and even the
So after thousands of years professing we want peace -- do we really?
Is it even healthy? Would we continue to evolve without conflict?
I remember once in Canada a man came up to me in a break to tell me his
story. He pointed out that I had a few dozen people in my seminar -- who
were paying a very modest fee for the weekend. He used to have thousands of
people paying very large sums on money for Weekend Motivation Seminars.
He said he was very successful, and people did get motivated, and so did he
-- but they had to keep coming back to perpetuate the state, and so did he.
He said the people never seemed to obtain a deep level happiness, and
neither did he.
(Such techniques are only temporary fixes -- and become addictions.
Traditional Acupuncturists will not treat the symptom -- they will only
treat the seat of the imbalance.)
Although the seminars continued to be highly successful he stopped
presenting them. And here is why. One day he asked the participants to write
what they thought their life would be without conflict.
When they presented their conclusions there was not one positive view.
So he gave up.
As usual, the source of the situation is within. The conflict that is within
almost every person on earth is projected back into themselves, and out into
the universe -- both in action, speech, and thought. And it is addictive.
It is the thoughts that are most damaging -- both to the thinker and the
rest of the earth's inhabitants. Until we have a change of consciousness the
situation and conditions on this planet will not only stay the same, they
will continue to deteriorate -- in an ever more rapid manner.
When asked, most people would say that they would like a life without fear,
they would like their life to be peaceful and harmonious. It is rare to find
people who even consider the possibility -- because their conditioning
orientates them to not even think it possible. Not seeing their leaders in
that state they just presume that state does not exist.
And even the comparative few that do wake up to a more expanded possibility,
what percentage of their time, money and energy do they put into awakening
their potential? What is their real priority?
Those that do awaken to another level of consciousness will tell you that
life is very different for them. Fear has dissolved and the whole
orientation of life has changed. The amount of time, money and effort they
put into awakening has been a greater investment than they even considered
possible -- certainly better than the bank's rate of interest -- because
retirement will not be any happier than the struggle for security.
Kira, Sabine and I were talking the other day and reflecting on how many
many of the thousands of people who had attended the groups over the last
forty years had awakened to a high level of their potential and were living
fulfilled lives. The number was around sixteen. Not bad eh. The number of
people who had gone beyond their basic behavioural pattern was much less.
And every one counts. And we did have a great time didn't we.
And nothing is ever wrong (or right) just is. So no worries -- just
consequences. Kira says she is often praised for what she does in Nepal --
'helping to save the planet.' When she tells them her reality they cannot
understand what she says. She is not 'doing good' or 'saving the planet' she
is just following her joy and doing what she enjoys doing -- which happens
to be assisting others to live in a pleasant way.
If we are sensitive and honest to ourselves we may find that assisting
others will bring us more joy than attempting the impossible -- to be safe,
secure and predictable.
To remind again... most people who survive a near death experiences emerge
with a totally new way of experiencing existence. They are grateful just for
being alive. They adjust to new perspectives of what is now important and
unimportant -- total change of priorities. They become much more aware of
how they treat people, and themselves. Self-centeredness dissolves into
including the whole, and being available to be there for other people.
And they do not take anything so seriously -- especially death.
Thank you all.
One question raised is why anger is not permanently discharged when released
at another person or event. It is an interesting point, and complicated to
explain -- so in order to comprehend extra presence may be needed.
Most people see and experience existence in just one basic way -- the result
of their senses interpreting what they think is out there via their
conditioned mind. And they think that is the only way.
Some people experience reality in a more sophisticated way -- depending on
their education and experience. The different branches of science each see,
experience and interpret reality according to their training and
observations. I don't feel like going into the details about this so suggest
you take some time to investigate for yourself.
Let us look at reality in terms of vibrational frequency.
Everything is vibrating. It is. Everything.
Not only do rocks vibrate but each separate component of the rock vibrates.
And the components within the components. And so on.
Next angle. If you wander into a lower working class pub you will find a
tangible atmosphere. The people who have gathered together there are all
very similar. Interests, education, culture, sensitivity. And so on.
If you go into a pub or club in a more refined part of town you will also
find a gathering of people who are in many ways similar to each other.
Same with gay bars.
One way of defining these similarities is the obvious one of the physical --
but something else may be going on -- similar vibrational frequencies being
If a crude person and a cultured person meet it is rare that they connect.
They are on different levels of frequency. Although, a more cultured person
is more capable of connecting to the uncultured person rather than the other
way around. More to that as well.
We could just say that it is their type, education, or sensitivity that are
mismatched, but another way of explaining it could be that their vibrational
frequency levels are very different -- like trying to put the car gear lever
into the wrong gear.
Next point. Everything is not only vibrating, but the vibrations do not have
a solid boundary. They leak -- and they flow more easily into vibrational
areas that are of a similar frequency. So not only are negative influences
drawn together but their energies also leak and support that part in the
other -- even over vast distances. And they accumulate. So if you are
choosing to live in that level of consciousness you will be plugged into
that universal level -- with unpleasant consequences. Gets harder to get
clear then. So sooner the better!
And the same is true of higher levels of frequency -- you draw those levels
towards you and are thus supported.
Now to the point.
When you get angry at something out there, or even at yourself, the
frequency of that anger does not match the event -- due to the residue with
which you were born, and the accumulated anger. So the discharged frequency
is a mismatch and thus does not permanently release.
Anger at anyone or anything is never, ever justified -- it is a projection,
so will not permanently discharge.
Once you have come to terms with the part of yourself that has the
accumulated anger you will not have judgement for people who are projecting
anger, you will feel caring. -- only caring.
We are all everything. We vibrate at every level.
When we meet, the deeper level of each person blends -- because they are
one. We are one. Everything is one. And at the same time we are all unique.
A person who is supporting their intelligence is drawn to people who are
vibrating at a higher frequency than themselves -- for the experience and
support. You are not only what you eat, you are highly influenced by the
people with whom you spend time.
The energy level that influences you most is... your thoughts.
So if you want to live in heaven on earth -- watch those thoughts.
Every one of them.
>i was concerned you would be upset in your own way... or upset with me that
>would upset me and so on...
And I was concerned that you would be so concerned about me being concerned
that you would be too concerned to share with me that you were concerned
about me getting concerned. Did you get that one I sent out about
friendship? Very rare to have a true and truthful friend.
What is coming through in response to your email is vast. I feel it could be
the length of a book. I keep putting off getting into it. It is not just
about Israel, it is about the whole of humanity -- less just a very, very
I will send this reply to the List as well.
>I may be mistaken but it seems there is an overwhelming distribution by you
Checking through it looks to me in balance to the other subjects mentioned.
Maybe a bit sensitive on the subject?
Most of what I send out is an attempt to compensate for bias of the
mainstream media -- who in my opinion are presenting just one side --
because of who controls this media. Of course.
Most of the alternative sites present another side. I only send out a
fraction of what I see and read on the subject.
If you investigate and compare you may come to realise that the mainstream
is deliberately misleading what is really happening there, or anywhere.
Always have done. Lots of evidence of that. If you just spend one day
looking through the postings on www.whatreallyhappened.com -- that is edited
by a Jew, and follow through all the links I think you will get a very
different feel about what is really happening on this planet. And even then,
who knows what is really happening. That is why I have the statement at the
bottom of all the emails.
>I recently met young soldiers from Israel who explained the difficulty of the
>media when they fought in the latest war, and literally showed us film clips of
>soldiers grabbing children and hiding behind them as shields and women with
>bomb belts trying to be shot to cause the most damage both politically and
Some alternative sites play the mainstream and alternative videos side by
side. Israeli soldiers shooting defenceless people and news reporters who
were filming something they did not want shown. The mainstream tend to show
shots of Arab youths throwing rocks -- without making it clear that the
Israelis are on 'Palestinian land' at the time. And so on. What is the
truth? Have to feel it out for ourselves. Even if we go there we will be
denied access to the sensitive sites -- as are the press.
Just had an example. A neighbour went last night to a talk given by the
captain of one of the ships that hassle the Japanese whaling ships. He said
he has been shot, and his ship rammed, but when he gets to port the FBI
board and confiscates all their videos of the incident, and nothing is ever
mentioned on the news.
>these young men have very difficult choices to be made in an instant...
These young men have a choice -- to be doing what they are doing, or not.
We all do.
>without and balance of support for the state of Israel...
Dropping into the dimension of duality -- I don't feel any support for what
Israel is doing. None. Zero. I think what Israel seems to be doing is tragic
and disgusting. But then, I also think what some of the Palestinians are
doing is tragic and disgusting, and the Americans, and the British, and the
Australians, and the Chinese, and the Russians, and most 'every day' people
most of the time. And it seems that it has always been so. What is called
'human nature?' Yuk.
And I do not expect anything else. I think that is what this dimension is
about -- experiencing. I do not think 'peace on earth' will ever happen in
this dimension -- not supposed to. This is a learning dimension. We are here
in duality to see the other side of ourselves through the actions of other
people -- and then go beyond.
If we have any judgment against anyone or their words or actions it means we
have not cleared that place in ourselves. Once these places are cleared
within ourselves then all we see is equal. We may not 'like' it but we will
not only be without judgement, there will only be caring -- for both sides
of the conflict. There is no such thing as innocence on this planet -- apart
from very, very few. Not doing too well so far are we-- but the lessons are
getting more and more obvious -- so something is coming to a tipping point.
Incidentally, I am often moved to tears with what I see happening to the
Palestinians -- yet I never see Israelis suffering in this way. In fact most
of the reports, even in the mainstream news say that the rockets supposedly
fired by Hamas land in car parks and unoccupied areas. And who knows what is
Another incidentally, both the mainstream news and the Israelis have
'admitted' that Hamas did not break the cease fire.
>it seems there is in fact a fondness for Iran and its policies and its
I do have a great fondness for Iran. In the sixties Clare and I hitchhiked
through and spent time in most of the Middle Eastern Muslim countries.
Across the top of Africa and right through all the Middle East. Iran is
fabulous, and the people fascinating -- and the rugs! In general terms,
wonderful country, wonderful people. The Arabs are so alive, and present.
And we were treated with great respect.
What is not so pleasant in Iran, and most Arab countries is that they are
deeply poisoned by their religion. -- and you can get killed for saying so.
(Roxana Saberi, Former Miss North Dakota, Journalist, Arrested In Iran For
Buying Bottle Of Wine, Says Her Father
Most countries are poisoned thus, but the Arabs are so volatile it shows
more. And their attitude about women!. Just about as stupid as this planet
can get. Almost anyway.
When you say Iran I think you are, like most people, talking about those in
charge, and the extremists. I have met these people all over the world.
Sometimes they call themselves Christians, or Jews, or Hindus, or Muslims,
but they are all basically the same -- insane. And we the people, out of
convenience and cowardness, do just as they tell us.
From all reports, mainstream and alternative, Israel would like to cripple
Iran. They say Iran has The Bomb. Israel said the same about Syria -- and
bombed it -- only to find out afterwards that it was a power station.
America did the same with Iraq. This is not just alternative information --
it leaked out through the mainstream as well -- by accident of course. Check
it out. In fact if anything does not feel in harmony for you, especially if
you feel disturbed -- check it out for yourself -- it is easy now with the
internet. Takes time though, and perseverance.
>I recently met young soldiers from Israel who explained the difficulty of the
>media when they fought in the latest war, and literally showed us film clips of
>soldiers grabbing children and hiding behind them as shields and women with
>bomb belts trying to be shot to cause the most damage both politically and
I have watched many video clips of Israeli soldiers doing barbaric things to
Palestinians -- and I don't know if they are real. I imagine are happening
on both sides.
Incidentally, check it out -- there are numerous reports -- from many
acknowledged experts, that Iran is not preparing to develop a nuclear
weapon. Russia says so as well. And under the treaty, of which they are a
part, it is legal for them to develop a nuclear power plant.
And another incidentally, it is now acknowledged, even by some of the
mainstream media, that despite denying the fact for many years, Israel does
have 'nuclear weapons of mass destruction.' Lots. And they are not members
of the treaty.
>it is true they are trying to protect the state of Israel and have peaceful
Now here we do have an interesting point. It seems that Israel is not
keeping to the rules. The UN seems to have stated very clearly where the
boarders are, and they are not being kept. Does not seem any doubt about
What there could be doubt about is who decides what are 'the rightful'
boarders. That is a very big subject. America is occupied, Australia is
occupied, Tibet is occupied -- in fact most countries have been invaded and
thus are occupied.
Incidentally, over thousands of years seems many countries have tried to
conquer and occupy Afghanistan and have not been successful -- just
Alexander the Great -- but even he was defeated in just three years. Same as
the Russians. And America is trying? The ones that lost the war in Vietnam?
And seems Obama is supporting. Dumb.
>yes peaceful coexistence...
As stated above -- no way.
>if you notice the Palestinians can't seem to have peaceful coexistence amongst
>themselves between Hamas and Fatah..
True. And have you not noticed... there is almost no coexistence anywhere on
this planet. Some Israelis do not support the violence that is happening
there, and yes, Arabs do fight Arabs, and Africans fight Africans, and Irish
fight Irish, Christians fight Christians, political parties fight, and
political parties fight within themselves, and husbands and wives, and
children -- and most vicious and cruel fight most people have is within
themselves. Until we have peace within there cannot possibly be peace
>maybe from the ultimate spiritual perspective at some point Israel and Hamas
>can love each other,
Before that we have to sort out -- who actually is Israel; who actually is
>Similarly we should also be loving Osama Bin Laden.
And everybody -- no matter who they are and what they are doing.
But to be able to do that honestly you first have to love yourself --
unconditionally. Know many people like that?
Incidentally, there are very strong indications that Osama Bin Laden is
dead, and has been for a long time.
>if it was me as president i would sit down with everyone including Osama Bin
>Laden and see if there is a common ground for peace.
I would love that. Nice idea love, and naive. The vast majority do not want
peace -- unless it is on their terms -- and their terms are self centred.
Plus, people get bored when there is no conflict. They are addicted to it.
There have been many studies about this and the conclusion has always been
Incidentally, do you think munitions manufacturers want peace? Or the people
who work there? Or the armed forces? Or the politicians who get the
kickbacks and respect for handling the situations? Ask them -- and watch
their eyes and body posture when they reply -- if they do reply at all. But
don't press the matter too much or you may become a 'missing person' or have
an unexpected heart attack.
>it is difficult if he wants to control the world
All the megalomaniacs want to control the world. Not only the obvious ones,
like the leaders, but most of the religions as well. And this is not even
mentioning 'them' -- the ones who could be behind the whole structure.
>although you distributed info that the holocaust never happened
I keep saying don't I? -- I send out 'the other side.' The mainstream is
full, brimming over with The Holocaust -- for the Jews -- although not for
the millions of others who were also persecuted. And have you fully
investigated the facts? There is a lot of information -- from the Red Cross
and the German files that does not support the over-publicised so-called
facts. And what does it matter anyway! It is over. It is finished. Let's get
on with life.
>you are a leader with many followers whether you chose that role or not,
There are no leaders -- only followers -- and all followers are lazy and
stupid. Take responsibility - 'Be a light onto yourself.' Gather information
wherever you can -- but never believe -- or disbelieve. Be responsible.
>and as you distribute what i think is reasonably anti Semitic material without
>any balance from the other side so people that read you can at least see both
As I keep saying -- there is plenty of propaganda from the other side --
what I have sent out is an attempt to balance. And there is oh so, so much
more I could be sending out -- but the motivation is evaporating. "Yours
sincerely, fading away."
This anti Semitic term is interesting -- and very well promoted. There are
anti and pro everything and everybody, yet the Jews think they are so
special they should have a special term? Oh yes -- the chosen people.
No need to take any notice of anyone who says they are religious, except to
take care -- they are undeveloped and stupid. Religion is not only stupid,
it is against -- and thus war. Which religion is at peace -- with itself let
alone other religions? It is the main and most powerful virus on the planet.
>and make their own decisions
This is another level. There are no decisions to make. No need. If we live
in each moment, unconditionally, letting go of the past, then we see each
person and each situation fresh in the moment. No need to know anything
about the past.
In Africa White Hunters used to say they knew the behaviour of wild animals.
They did not last too long. Each animal is not only an individual, it has,
like us, moods. Be here now, unconditionally, in each moment.
>i feel i also have a perspective that understands both sides, but i don't have
a solution and i am curious what you would do as Israel
There is no Israel. There is no America. Just concoctions and boundaries of
>do you give away your state?
Detail, as I understand it there is no state of Israel. Or Pakistan. Israel
was not ratified because the UN conditions were not adhered to.
>do we give away united states to Osama?
Is anyone big enough to invade The Evil Empire of America? Maybe Russia, or
China, but I don't think anyone is that stupid to try -- except maybe Bush
and his cronies to invade some other major country.
And please, please at least read some of the alternative reports of 9 / 11.
Just a couple:
>do you just move if your neighbours would like your lovely home
Rather than fight, of course. When people did not pay back money I lent, or
'invested' I experienced what there is to be experience, and just moved on.
Would be nice to have $350,000 now though.
One more thing: It is all a matter of perspective.
On a mundane level, any national flag, or religious symbol is an act of war.
This separateness is destroying us all.
That is one of the reasons Jews get so much negative energy -- separateness.
Does not mean to make a point of blending, but not being separate.
All religious people are at a low level of development -- and that results
in them acting stupidly.
And just look back -- do we ever learn anything? All aggressive nations
perish. America, and many experts say Israel also, are in the process of
disintegrating. Mu, Atlantis, Egypt, Greece, Rome, Britain -- and many in
between, and now America and Israel.
>i hope you don't mind my expressing these thoughts to you,
I am very happy you have dear friend.
>you know i deeply feel love and respect for you,
I am very happy to hear that as well dear friend for I have great respect
for you and your integrity and have a deep regard for our connection.
>and i would not be honest if i didn't share these thoughts as well.
Of course -- I knew there was something being held but as there was no
permission from your side I just let it go -- until it surfaced on its own
-- for as I have learnt from experience, true friendship has no conditions.
Phew! I am glad all that is out. Took a coupe of days. There is much, much
more of course, but I think that is enough to get on with.
Sending you, and all much love, and a reminder not to take anything to
seriously. "Nothing more and nothing less important than anything else."
The material we send out is intended to be a reminder to keep looking
at ourselves, our behaviour, and what may be going on around us.
Of course we cannot be certain of the authenticity of anything reported,
so the suggestion is to investigate for yourself..
It is not possible to reply directly to these emails.
“Divide and Conquer.”
Have you noticed? -- sending out less now. I know we keep sending out almost
the same information, yet my feeling is that most people have absolutely no
idea what is happening on the planet — even most of the so-called experts.
What we do have an inking of is... something is happening — for sure.
It does seem as though we are heading for/in a ‘Tipping Point.”
The more honest reports say the Iranian president Mahmoud Ahmadinejad was
misquoted by the mainstream media — probably on purpose — as saying Iran
would destroy Israel. What he actually said seems to translate into: "Israel
will destroy itself."
I think that is true. I think most of the out-of-balance movements on the
planet will self-destruct. We are actually in a rapid transition.
As I have understood, most of the psychics are still saying that the outcome
has still not been decided -- it is up to us. Do we have suicidal tendencies
deep down in there? Would we like it all to be over -- so we can have a
rest? If all is in fact 'illusion' and the illusion is influenced by our
thoughts -- better be more aware of our thoughts!
I suggest... you spend a little time each day disconnecting from all the
news, and drop inside so you can connect with all that you have to grateful
for. Then bask in the gratefulness.
It has been said that the car is the deadliest weapon created by humans.
Seems that is not so.
In America about 45,000 to 50,000 people a year get killed by cars.
Firearm deaths in the US are 30,000 a year of which about 20,000 are
suicide. And another 10,000 in accidents.
Then we have deaths caused by smoking, drinking and drugs.
(And the starving of the world.)
The US death rate due to medical misadventures is around 225,000.
12,000 due to unnecessary surgery, 7,000 from medical errors in hospitals,
20,000 from other errors in hospitals, 80,000 fatalities from infections in
hospitals and 160,000 deaths due to the negative effects of drugs.
So maybe the most lethal is the doctor? Not so...
About 17.5 million people die of cardiovascular disease each year, and most
are due to eating foods of animal origin --so we need to add the number of
animals killed for food -- about 56 billion.
And as the food is eaten with forks -- in conjunction with the human, the
fork is the biggest instrument of death?
It has also been stated that if humans stopped eating meat the global
climate situation would right itself very quickly.
PPS -- Other estimated statistics:
In the second world war the combat deaths were about 20 million.
And another 20 million civilian deaths.
An uplifting reading giving an insightful perspective on a Money-less
I keep putting off replying to you on this. It is so big.
I love the idea, and I feel just a few people are getting ready for this --
but the majority, absolutely not.
How many people do you know who have gone beyond negativity, anger,
complaint -- and, most importantly, jealousy? Not many eh. But until that
happens living in harmony is virtually impossible. Look at what goes on in
the spiritual communities -- let alone the religious ones. War.
The idea is great, but until there is a major shift in human consciousness
we are still wars away. I think I mentioned? Someone in our hamlet is
attempting to rent the local shop/post office/café. There are just three
hundred people living in the whole area, and just three buildings in the
hamlet -- and there is a bitter and unpleasant fighting going on about who
shall get to buy/rent the place.
Harmony will come, and has already happened/is happening on other
planes/time dimensions. For those who have prepared the transition will be
quick and sweet. For those who are deciding not to be ready life will be
more difficult -- to help them see where they are holding.
And those that are ready can start now -- and not separate and in isolation
from the people around, but in harmony -- so as not to antagonise.
So there you go folks -- start now. Look around for people with whom you
feel in harmony and start doing your thing together -- for things are almost
certainly going to get a lot, lot more difficult.
Sending love and support...
I love seeing celebrities out in the world helping people who are in need.
It re-focuses the unbalanced attention they draw to themselves to one of the
planets great deficiencies.
And this puzzles me -- how come these caring people who are ready to to
travel and go to great lengths to help those in need, add to the pollution
and poisoning of the planet with their participation in stupid violent
movies and music videos? Are they that unconscious? I don't think so. Maybe
addicted to money attention? Of course the celebrities do know, and there
quite a few who do not participate in such destructive productions.
The promoters of the violent movies and computer games assure us that these
productions do not affect people to the point of creating or encouraging
violence -- while at the same time advertising executives are assuring their
clients that anything that appears on the screen affects people's behaviour
Produces say that they produce the sort of films the public want.
Psychologists say people want what they are told to want -- and become
addicted. Our species has always been violent -- and that is no excuse -- we can rise
above that level of primitive behavior -- such as some people have already.
What we can do is to check our own behavior. Are we participating and
supporting violence -- in any way at all -- not only actions and words, but,
most importantly, thoughts. If we are resentful, angry, judgemental or
complaining, in any way, through the universal vibrations we are
contributing to the pollution of the planet. Incidentally, when we clear up
the pollution at that level, pollution will disappear on all levels.
Salma Hayek Breastfeeds African Baby (VIDEO)
When you watch this video watch out for the look in the babies eyes. Lovely.
And how much softer Salma looks without her usual theatrical cosmetics.
Also watch what happens to your system when you see the shot of another baby
who is drastically undernourished. Even though I have worked in such
circumstances, it shocked and moved me greatly.
By allowing these underdeveloped people to live in this state we are
contributing to their torture. We could even say that, although it does help
some of the people suffering, and is satisfying to those who are helping, by
not letting nature take its course we are helping to prolong their
If nature is allowed its course it eliminates those who it cannot support.
Then nature goes back into balance.
What these people need is not first aid, but education about the
consequences of living a life that is not sustainable -- not listening to
their outdated tribal elders -- or the catholic church.
So either we take hold of the whole situation, or let them be?
But of course, what do we have to offer! Unless they are actually starving
they are much more happier and content with practically nothing than we are
with all our gadgets!
Someone writing to Paul said:
>One day in one of the lectures our teacher said:
>>"When you love yourself you feel love to everything and you will get love
True. Even when the other person is not aware of it. "Blessed are the meek."
>>When Heart chakra is open you become light, and it attracts.
>I am not sure my heart chakra is open yet...??
Paul replies: I suggest that you do not bother with such terms.
If there is such a thing as a heart chakra, and it is open, then it is.
And if it is not, then it is not. Do not attempt open-heart surgery at home!
When you allow yourself to be unconditionally open your will realise that
the heart has been open all the time -- it is you who has been closed.
Love and appreciation for oneself brings the feeling of freedom -- and that
feeling of freedom evolves into love for and from everyone.
In order to continue to free yourself you have to be more and more aware of
your basic conditioning. Your basic conditioning is not supportive for you
blossoming into your true self. You have to keep being aware, and dropping
any old view of yourself -- and don't get attached to any new ones either --
as evolving is an ongoing process. There is always another level.
As you realise the depths of your acceptance and love for yourself you will
see and feel love everywhere -- for all is love. Any other view is a
distortion of the conditioned mind.
>Yesterday someone told me they are attracted to me.
>I told them I have a husband and children.
Suggestion: Having husband and children has nothing to do with the
situation. "Take no thought of the morrow..."
Not easy I know -- our conditioning is so strong/strange.
We are 'allowed' to love two of everything -- except partners -- and god.
You can love two children/parents/siblings -- but not two partners.
Often when people get attracted to you it is not actually physical -- but
they do not realise that. Sometimes it is, but often not. What they get
attracted to is your 'light.' As you emerge from your old conditioning the
light within begins to shine through the conditioning and automatic
behaviour more clearly. People get attracted to that light -- because they
are seeing that part of themselves more clearly in you than they see it in
themselves. Not realising the process they move the energy into the nearest
place that is familiar to them -- sexual attraction.
If you are not attracted then it is wise to indicate that -- gently and
lovingly. If they do not accept that it is because you are not clear in
yourself -- you are feeling guilty at saying your are not attracted, or what
you are saying is not true -- because you are attracted -- and do not want
the complication. So very few people even realise their truth -- let alone
And sexual attraction is great. Again, not being automatic you need to check
your true feeling. Are you being automatic about not accepting these
feelings -- out of conditioning? Or, are you letting yourself feel attracted
automatically because you enjoy the attention?
You need to stop and check out your truth -- in that moment. Is there some
attraction? On what level? Just enjoying the attention? Lovely. Want to
spend time chatting? Great. Want more? -- be honest, at least to yourself.
And if you do feel an attraction it does not mean you have do anything about
it, but denying your truth brings a consequence -- instant, and in the long
I do realise that with your background of ethnic conditioning all this is
not easy for you -- but you are strong enough to go beyond these
restrictions. that is what we are here to play with.
>I would like be light for everyone -- to make them at ease, feel love
>and warm. I am just now learning process to getting close to my wish....!!
Lovely. Seems you are well on the way.
When we use the term: 'think' we think we are 'thinking.'
"Do you know what thought did? -- It thought it did."
The mind does not think, it calculates.
And it can only calculate by using the information with which it has been
programmed. The mind can combine the programmed information,
but it cannot create. Creativity is another dimension -- of this dimension.
Most of the breakthroughs are -- breakthroughs.
So how about monogamy?
So difficult to get over. Very, very few have connected with how sick is the
whole idea of staying together inappropriately. Security.
Of course if two or more people are in harmony it is wonderful to be
together. Delightful. But staying together out of convention -- sick.
Because of the children? There are many studies showing the harm children
suffer from inharmonious parents staying together. In fact, pretty well all
children are harmed during childhood -- the ones where the parents stay
together, and the ones that part. Conditioning.
And why do children get harmed when the parents part? Because we have
programmed them to think that it is natural/normal for their parents to stay
together. If so-called grown-ups lived truthfully then there would be
nothing disturbing about the two parents doing what is truthful for them.
Most of us who are connected to reading these emails who watch/listen/read
anything from a right-wing fundamental Christian/Jew/Muslim/Buddhist/Hindu
can recognise just how primitive/closed/stupid they are. Yet over the years,
although we have come to see that most of the ideas we have held get
outdated -- we still hold on the the ones we have been given -- by
primitive/closed/stupid people. We do not look for ourselves. And even when
we do look for ourselves we compare it with the information with which we
have been programmed. -- by primitive/closed/stupid people.
I have heard that there is still a flat-earth society. (And a Middle-Earth
society as well -- but that may be something very different.
The Pope has cancelled Purgatory, admitted that the Vatican may have made a
bit of a mistake about Galileo, forgiven and made a saint Joan of Arch, and
just declared homosexuality is as dangerous to the planet as global warming.
And so on.
(Just as an aside: most of us acknowledge that the planet is not flat.
Please consider, just the possibility that -- it is not round either. Just
another limited human perspective.)
Back to monogamy.
We are born with with primitive animal instincts.
The way I see it is that we also have the opportunity/instinct to go beyond
those primitive states of consciousness. The lives of most animals, most of
the time, consists of eating, fighting for a mate, then copulating. Do we
really want to limit our lives thus?
Yet most animals are not monogamous. Some may be together for life, but DNA
testing has shown that the female is often fertilised by a male other than
the partner. Same with human DNA testing -- very revealing.
So apart from this primitive conditioning, what is this thing about
monogamy? Humans are also born with the instinct to be safe, secure, and
predictable. Nothing on this planet is so, yet that is for what we strive.
We hate change.
Yet although we do not eat the same food every day, or watch the same movie,
and we change houses, jobs, have more than one child, love more than one
parent, sibling -- we still restrict ourselves to one partner. Or so we say.
Marriages are getting shorter. The percentage of married people who have
clandestine affairs is large, and increasing rapidly, and the number of
people who kill or contract to have their spouses murdered is amazing --
especially in America. And we only know about the ones who get caught.
The suggestion is, as always, to look at our lives honestly.
Even if you are sure you are not going to change anything, take a look at
what is not harmonious in your life. What you would really like your life to
be like. That should cut down any complaints and help you to be more
responsible -- and realise that you really are creating your own reality.
And overall? Fussing about relationships is like attempting to fix an
impossible leaking roof -- while the very foundations of the house are
crumbling. Right at this very moment, the very foundations of our so-called
civilization are crumbling.
So, while looking for how we can help people who are less fortunate than
ourselves, let's stop grumbling, be more grateful for what we do have, and
have more fun.
Apart from the fact that the sharing just stopped, one of the reasons I
stopped sharing is that it became impossible to continue sharing in a way in
which people/we could connect. The job, on that level at least, was done. I
kept going for as long as I could but I knew a few years before it happened
that it was all but over. Then, in an instant, it was over. Done. Gone.
For a very long time I think part of me did try to hold on to the
perspective of what is generally called the reality in which people live --
in order for me to try and keep in contact with the so-called reality in
which they think they are living. Then, job done and not appropriate to
hold it any longer.
Talking to is not the same as connecting. In order to connect to a certain a
frequency range the vibration gap can only be so wide. Once the gap becomes
too wide it is no longer possible -- or appropriate -- for the one sharing
or the one to whom the sharing is happening.
Since the change happened perspective has changed in a way that I find
almost impossible to share -- even to myself really. Maybe I will attempt to
share more about this later in the email.
As I have attempted to share recently, most people think they
understood what I have tried to share and actually they have absolutely no
As I keep saying -- you know for yourself when you have a broader
perspective than the person with whom you are sharing, and you know very
clearly when they are not getting it.
What has come through to share over these years is so big it is right out of
the capacity of any mind to understand. It cannot be understood. Impossible.
The mind and all its ideas is a barrier to this something. If you think you
have any idea of what is being shared, then be sure you do not. It cannot be
understood. It is beyond what can be thought about. For me as well.
And yet it is there.
This 'something' is right out of the dimension of the way we look at
anything. Totally different perspective. So don't try and think about it --
because you can't. All our ideas -- even from our most elevated Buddha's are
based on a certain reality perspective. What is here to share is way, way
beyond, and right out of that perspective. Another reality altogether. In
order to glimpse this we have to stop holding the old -- in any way
whatsoever. 'As a little child...'
I think just a few of the awakened ones were/are living on the edge of that
reality but either did not know how or thought it not appropriate to share
at the time. Seems it is still not time.
(Seems it is not possible to be fully in that other reality and be in the
type of physical body that we know about, at the same time-- although a
seemingly physical body can be manifest.)
Since my system has been realising that it is not going out again, and thus
does not have to attempt to communicate, things have changed/are changing.
(This email form of communication is totally different from the one used
when on tour. This is just projecting the information without any attempt to
have it connect.)
In one way the changing was subtle, and in another way, dramatic.
The changing was gentle, and the realisation immediate.
Suddenly seeing what was always seen, yet seeing without a veil -- the
ridiculousness of our behaviour. Unbelievable.
All that seemed 'important' has faded into -- everything else.
There is a feeling that perspective is going to change so utterly that the
way we look at everything now will be totally irrelevant.
Like a death to all that is -- in the way that it is.