Catherine Oxenberg and Jeremy Vaeni talks about their spiritual awakenings.
To awake to watch, 'Dianne does this', 'this is how Dianne lives', 'oh and now this is what is happening', lots of spaces in between, lots of floating of not being here. Lovely blissful energy. And then it continued and continued with bits coming in, a feeling of total freedom within and without a sense of space and overwhelming tears.
To touch a plant and tears just continued to fall as I was with the no separation of us. Sobbingly overwhelm to drink a glass of the rain water, that this was also me and drinking it into the body, the one that carries this being around that this being resides in.
No one there driving to Paul's place, then, oh driving, oh the leaf fell on the road, oh, oh, oh, then eventually getting to Paul's, which is only 1 km down the road. Ahhhh.
The slowing down is so full, the time is no more and the seeer and the seen are one, the peace that passeth all understanding, all there and more. beautiful. And this is what I didn't know I (Dianne) was seeking.
Dianne wanted a life without the dramas, without the stuff, without the ups and down, Dianne had lived 50 years the other way and was willing to look for another way to live. And yes it popped in on Monday morning, the 'are you willing to let go Dianne". Half asleep half awake. then when I (?) did arise, oh, very different.
So the answer that all are seeking is..... all of what Paul [Lowe] says, without conditions, without the person...... Dianne stopping to go oh, but what about, oh if I can have this, if if if............. There is a totally being with all of who you are, what you are. I saw my impatience and rightous-ness and so went to a very strange sharing group, where that was so in my face and so uncomfortable and sat with it, felt it. I stayed no changing to fit.
Dianne looked at the taking, the dishonesty and did not do that any more what ever it took to not be that way, no matter how uncomfortable it was, no matter the loss incurred no matter how much 'face I lost' no matter how uncontrolled it was. and being with not getting what Dianne wanted.
Until, and this is just the possibility, that she dissolved, Dianne no more was there. and now tears fall from these eyes in gratitude for
that process, gratitude for the man of amazing wisdom that lives down the road, deep appreciation for Dianne's willingness to go
beyond her, to feel the being that is here now is just such a huge over whelming feeling of love.
In loving care to you all
Founded in 1998 the Center for Algonquin Culture is a group of individuals across North America who are committed to exchanging a deeper knowledge of the culture, history, language, and wisdom of Algonquin people.
Reveals the 100 Most Spiritually Influential Living People
By: Marketwire .
Mar. 29, 2011 04:00 AM
LONDON, UNITED KINGDOM -- (Marketwire) -- 03/29/11 -- The Watkins
Review is pleased to announce its list of the 100 Most Spiritually
Influential Living People. The Spiritual 100 list ranks spiritual leaders
and authors including the Dalai Lama (#2), Deepak Chopra (#5),
Nelson Mandela (#19), the Pope (#34), and the best selling author
Eckhart Tolle at #1. The spring issue features a full eleven pages
highlighting each of these inspirational individuals.
The Spiritual Heroes that I have been fortunate enough to find in my life
have always stood somewhere dangerous, somewhere that has always appeared
totally inconceivable. Like the edge of a cliff with their heels dangling over the
precipice as if they were a diver preparing for a back flip. And all the while just
speaking to me in the most unassuming of voices. Just quietly blowing my mind
as if it was the most natural thing in the world, with the wind whipping up a
storm, and their heels dangling over the edge, and my mind quietly breaking
"You have been telling the people that this is the Eleventh Hour.
Now you must go back and tell the people that this is The Hour.
Here are the things that must be considered:
This was one the smoothest flowing conversations I have had with Paul...
He seems at this time to be going through a shift in perception.
I see it as a deepening to another level of awakening.
Personally, through my connection, something here helped me find a greater more silent place and aware place in myself as well...
-Alan Steinfeld, founder of NR